i get it.

Grace. The concept of grace never hit me till last night. The full magnitude of how much I need grace came crashing down around 1 am. Finding out how disgusting sin made me was a truly humbling thing. I hated what I had become because of sin and thinking that Jesus died for someone like me was impossible to believe. This sounds so elementary, I know, but that is what God has been bringing me to. A place to completely start over. To be renewed and washed by his blood. Freedom. That's the feeling I have today. Complete and absolute freedom from sin. The knowledge that I don't have to be like what I was because I am forgiven is a completely amazing feeling. I highly recommend it.