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I must wonder sometimes why God uses me like he does. And I do not say this in a prideful way. Honestly, knowing all of my weaknesses, there is no way that I could be used except by God. Summer team has taught me that more than ever. We are entering our 7th week of camps tomorrow. As I look back over even just the past 2 weeks, I am amazed by our awesome God. Chambers is home for me. When I first stepped out of the van onto that familiar grass and gravel road, every fiber of my being was content. But, I learned that it is at home that you are stretched when you don't expect it. I volunteered to do a seminar for Senior High, three days before it started. I honestly had no clue what to do on it. It was not until I was quite before God and let him speak to me that the ideas started flowing. I had 3 pages of notes and scriptures filled within a half and hour. All of them were given to me by my precious Savior. Seminars wasn't the only thing that stretched me in the last 2 weeks. God put campers in my cabin, that put me out of my comfort zone. Girls that I didn't know how to connect with, or talk to about God. I was at a total loss. I was running on fumes. Honestly, I still am. There is so much hurt in peoples lives. In young peoples lives. All they want is just to be kids and play. Honestly, that's all I want. But sin comes in and takes that away. My heart is burdened for the teens I have connected with this summer that are walking through majorly difficult situations. And I still long for the people of Swaziland. It hurts when I think about all of this. God is going to have the victory. God is holding me tight. God is the only way.