Oh Gezzz

You know how there are days where it seems as though everything goes wrong. You can do nothing to make others happy. You feel like unwanted in your own home, in your own surroundings. The only safe place is your room with the music cranked. Except, you get yelled at for having your music on too loud? So even in your room, you still feel uneasy. It's like your waiting for the next time your name is yelled throughout the house in a tone that makes you think..."uho, what did I do this time?" Yah well, it hasn't been one of those days, its been one of those months for me. Ever since graduation it is like I cannot do anything right. Even when I try to just....AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! You want to explode, but it's disrespectful and your good judgement tells you not to go to their level. It really sucks being the most mature in your own home. Friday seems like an eternity away. Thank God for those that make me feel better. Thanks for always listening to me and making me laugh. You have no idea how much I appreciate it.