my snow globe

When you finally think life is settling down, getting to a place of normalacy, God goes and shakes the little glass globe and causes the flakes to fly again. It's odd how when I am finally learning to trust him in everything...he challenges me more than ever before. He throws things in my arena that shouldn't be part of the game plan. (sorry the sports side of my brain is taking over) It's like I'm playing one on one with someone and its a realivly a close game, and then all of a sudden my opponent turns in to MJ. I'm probably not making sense again. Well, let's just say that my personal snow globe has been shaken, and I'm going to need a heavenly sized shovel to make it out. Wow, maybe I should have just gone with a winter sport...oooh like skiing and how you have to go around those stupid little flags that hit you. Yah, thats more like what if is for me. It's like I'm skiing along all nice and happy on my bunny slope (i don't like skiing but, work with me) and all of a sudden I am speeding down an incline with different colored flags sticking up out of the ground and then I loose a pole. That's pretty much what life feels like to me. But you know what, lifes a lot better when it's out of control and your depending on God than on the bunny slope relying on yourself.