prayer

With the work I do everyday, it allows me a lot of time to daydream and pray. To be honest, sometimes when I am praying, I don't always believe that God will answer my request. Am I the only one who does this? I think this has something to do with my personality. Being choleric, it's natural for me to want to do things on my own, without anyones help. I am a leader, not a follower. However, I often have to slap myself and see all the things God has answered for me. Odd, I can never seem to get it right. I guess that is what the walk with Him is like. You go a little walking hand in hand and then you stumble and let go to catch yourself. When all along he had you if you had just let him catch you. It might take some serious super glue to make sure that I never let go.