complete loss

Sigh....so Monday the weather was beautiful...this morning...2 inches of snow!!! What is wrong with this weather?!?! It just ruins my day to walk in cold wind and slush. It's just not pretty. I would rather rain...at least it's warmer. So my ID card isn't working AGAIN!!!! I am so frusterated. I don't understand this. I even went down to Food Services and they tried to fix it, but they said it was a problem up in Student Development...which they contacted and told them to fix it. That lady called me and said it was fixed. It's definitly not. ARRRRGGGGHHH!!! It's just one more thing I have to worry about on top of school work, relationship with God, friends, and the all popular "boy" issue. But I won't go there, so don't ask. Then when Laura and I went to McConn to study we grabbed Hot Cocca from Wildcat and what did I manage to do? Tip it over....wow. Why can't I trust God? Why do I feel that I must be in control of every situation in my life. I can handle it...but thats the thing...I can't. As much as I try to release it to God...I just scoop it right back out of his hands. I feel that if I can't get past this I will never grow more with God. I have to trust him...but I am at a complete loss to know how.