When I Walk Through the Desert Plain

It just seems like when something is finally going good for me, something else goes wrong. I miss life as it used to be. I miss the things and people I can count on. I miss not feeling like this. It makes me want to go back to something safe, predictable. However, I want it for the wrong reasons. You know what I hate more than anything...hypocrasy. I really do. Leave me alone. All I ever do is try to be the friend I should, but apparently that never measures up. So just leave me alone!!!! "You give and take away, You give and take away, My heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name."